urh you all may have heard about me retire from Pro BBi made it official on my Page last week uhr what actually made me do that, the reasons why , you already were able to read. but the reactions afterwards how many mails i got faxes and letters really surprised me i never knew that i have that many fans in germany europe and the USA such a response made me cry one or another tear you can imagine that the retirement from the sport you have ten years been a pro in i train for over 20 years now there now i lost somehow a part of my life i will continue training but the pro bb played a big role in my life especially the competitions and contest preperation although i hated them uhrm i feel somehow blessed but also punished..
However i wanted to say thank you for all the many mails and good words for the lovely help i got for parts of not understanding why i still got it ...
sure i still got it even to go to the mr olympia and somehow qualify but my trget was and still is and would have ever been is to etablish at the worlds top/ peak and fight at the top but because of my chest it wasnt possible any longer it hurt me deep that this was the reason why i should quit but you have to be honest and face reality it isnt possible any longer for me it was neever easy in pro bb i always was placed one or to place to deep and now with that manco i got to know that they punished me that fr at mr o and arnold calssics for that reasons i decited together with my wife simon ... and it was a wise decission ... that wasnt just some idea because of the bad placement a mr o ... for us it was after the arnold classics sure that the olympia will be my last competition i put my heart in it ... it didnt work out maybe was a reason it made me more safe for that decission ...
Many thanks for your mails i appreciate that its really great i thought about how to say thank you for a long time but those many emails i cant answer all of them personally but i still try my best to do that for all of you i cant reply on your mails in that way of video... thank you all it means a lot to me as isaid i cried some tears there were some very shacking mails to reply on every of them personally istnt possible for me its just too much for me if i say its just thousand i will lie some i will make official on my page so that everyone of you can read what shakes my fans what they think about me and bb or about the pensioner markus ruhl uhr i still will be present in bb in which way i have to think about that
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